joeyv23 wrote:I haven't posted in a long while, and this will be a bit long winded, but I'd like to share some of my experience of this past year with you guys, because if anyone will understand it, it's the people in this forum.
This is probably one of the best posts I've ever read on the internet. Welcome to Tier 2 of the Magnum Opus!
Disillusionment (and you're right--good word choice) is a necessary part of growth. Without it, in a system that answers all our questions we have no reason to change. And change is required for growth.
I, too, have "been there, done that" but you've got a 10-year head start on where I was (I had looped around about 34 times before I "got it.") So let me point out some of the things that you're going to run in to, now that you're back on the Great Path...
The techniques used by both the dark and light require that they control your path--where your mind is allowed to go and explore. They can do this through two, effective means: repulsion (walls, blocks) and attraction (typically love). You've seen through the attraction, but I can guarantee you that they will have placed some walls in your psyche, to keep you from seeing too far (in hopes that you will return "to the fold," like any good religion).
joeyv23 wrote:All year long I've been trying to help people be able to cope with our reality by teaching them ways to be constantly happy. Happy happy, joy, joy,.... what a laugh.
joeyv23 wrote:and now I know it's a GOOD thing.
You and LoneBear share something in common now... his trauma at the hospital also turned out to be a GOOD thing. It can be quite the eye opener.
joeyv23 wrote:Many of those lightworkers probably see this change in me as "evil" but I know now that it's only a matter of their perception, and I could care less.
Now that's the right attitude! You may want to do some reading on a psychology known as Spiral Dynamics, discovered by Clare Graves but made popular by Ken Wilber. It documents a system known as "valuing Memes" (or vMemes) that are specific ways in which we "value" (a world view). He breaks these vMemes into two groups, Tier 1 being the rivalry system of "I'm right and everyone else is wrong," and Tier 2 being the rapport of "oh, everything fits together, doesn't it?"
The New Age is the "green" vMeme, and is normally the last one people must address in Tier 1--by getting disillusioned with the system--before they can make that quantum jump to Tier 2. The first stage of Tier 2 is the "yellow" or Systemic valuing system, where one starts to see how connected everything is. Dewey Larson was a "yellow" thinker, which is why the Reciprocal System is so good at showing the connections between things, like space and time. The RS2 folks are the next stage past Larson, the "turquoise" or Holistic valuing, which is seeing beyond the system, to the "whole." That's why RS2 is more metaphysical than Larson's physical universe. The metaphysical side is the cosmic influence on the material, that RS2 incorporates.
The first challenge you're going to have, now that you've moved to Tier 2, is "yellow thinking" where you will start to see how things are connected into larger systems. It will be quite the "rush" to see things start making sense, where before they appeared totally disjointed. Keep in mind that this is but the first step on a new, more comprehensive path. I guess you could say that you "ascended" to Tier 2, as an act of will--no ETs involved!
joeyv23 wrote:I see now how the suppression of urges like sex, and hunger for food are not 'bad'. I am a sovereign being directly connected to the infinite source and there is no authority over me anymore.
Never forget that more freedom means more responsibility, and with responsibility comes duty--and honor. You will be personally responsible for what you do, or what you FAIL to do, when you know it is required of you. It is much like the old Code of Chivalry--learn what "honor" is.
BTW, that "connection to the infinite source"... a connection is still a chain that limits your freedom. You may not see it now, but eventually, you'll see that you don't need it, no more than a baby needs the umbilical cord to the mother. (It's a left-over from that New Age programming.)
joeyv23 wrote:And not because some "lord" or "master" gives me the right tools to do it with, but because I have the tools myself to figure out my view of this reality. Many may perceive this change in me as a complete 180, but if anything (and everything) I've done a 90.
I'm really impressed... by just the way you phrase things, I can see you've stuck your head through the veil of the Universe and seen things for yourself, like the old Alchemists did. It is good that you document it, here and on FB. It is an important transition, and since you're in "new territory" now, I will warn you that things can get a bit frustrating at times, because you don't have many landmarks yet and can get lost. That will bring up the desire to return to the old ways, as "security." Remember what you feel, now. You should make a video of yourself talking about this, as a message to you in the future. You may need it. "Unexplored" is fun at the start, until you get lost a few times... helpful to have a landmark where you entered the landscape.
joeyv23 wrote:I have created a bubble/egg around myself of the pure light, true light that makes me.. me. If a dark being comes into my bubbles sphere of awareness, it gets a wave of love... something along the lines of "Aawwwe it's trying to scare me, that's so cwoot" They don't like that. If a light being comes into my sphere of awareness with intention of taking my energy, the sphere shows it it's worst fear. The matrix reality shutting off.
A word of advice... don't try to disconnect from the Matrix. Do like Neo and LoneBear did... learn how to use the tools available on the holodeck--first internally, then externally.
Tier 2, because it is "systemic," will also trigger some advanced psionic ability. Don't be afraid of it. It starts off subtly, normally with precognition and being able to "hear" someone's intentions (not a voice; you'll just "know" what they are going to do/say). Use it, and allow it to evolve. But as you start sensing the external world through the senses of 3D time, you will find the need for "privacy" at times. Hikes in Nature are good, and learn how to take your bubble of light and turn it into a "zero room" (from Doctor Who), that you can use to block outside influences and give you that solitude. Solitude is like sleep for the psionic skills; they need some rest and rejuvenation at times.
joeyv23 wrote:In the past 3 days I've had to deal with these 'matrix police' when I try to pull up my holodeck Arch, and while they try to get me to battle them, I stand my ground and tell them to leave. Kind of a "these are not the droids you are looking for" intention. The interaction is lessening, but I expect they'll try again, and when they do, I'm ready.
Try telling them that they are "unnecessary" now; thank them for their service, and move on to something new.
joeyv23 wrote:The thing I'm trying to wrap my head around now is... A) if we can turn the holodeck off, does the program continue outside of our awareness? i.e. do we have to 'die' in order to shut it off, or would there still be a 'me' here in the program continuing on while the conscious part jumps off the side of the coin?
You may want to post that question on Antiquatis, as LB has done a lot with that.
B) As per our status as being unlimited, once we remove any implants or rebuke any contracts we made in order to come into the yolk of this program, do we then begin to truly manifest multidimensional abilities such as teleportation and flight. I've been around the sun 24 times in this incarnation and have decided that when I grow up I want to teach Jumper school
I'll let you in on a secret... you'll get the ability as soon as you no longer desire the ability.
joeyv23 wrote:i.e. do we have to 'die' in order to shut it off, or would there still be a 'me' here in the program continuing on while the conscious part jumps off the side of the coin? Going back to finish up Robert Bruce's Astral Dynamics, in conjunction with rereading through all of the papers here, and will probably revisit Robert Monroe's trilogy with new eyes. These are the tools I choose to help me better understand this "real"ity and work to move beyond it. Thank you Daniel for your diligent work, and to all those who hang out in the forums and lend their perspectives and experience and resources. It brings me great pleasure to know that there are people out there that are trying to get it too.
I'm glad to see such a positive influence on your evolution of consciousness. Keep on going--the journey is just starting!